This blog is my effort to become a part of the world.
I am in two minds about the world. One mind says that I should just do what I want and that other people are not an important part of that. The other mind says that we are all connected on a fundamental level and that to fulfil our purpose in life we need to love everyone.
This blog was my effort to become a part of the world.
Having a blog has worked on one level but not in another. My connection to the world has improved but not my connection to specific people.
Those specific people include my wife and family. One regards my blog with jealousy and suspicion and the other hardly even bothers to read it at all.
I’m in two minds about specific people. Would I rather have a connection to the world or a connection to specific people.
Perhaps I need both. I’m not sure how to do that but it’s probably about communication. If I communicate generally then that covers the world. If I communicate specifically then that covers specifical people.
But where does that leave me?